beautiful death

i could not fathom the idea of being known by you
but still i feel so blessed..
i would not care if i don't and won't understand why we met
i am just grateful to my Creator for the thought that perhaps,
the best thing in this life is what we understand least.
from there, i opt to silence myself
so as not to ruin the only thing that holds us together..
for the first and last time, let me say this to you
through this prose that you're not going to read...

...i love you my dear.